i wish i could kill the part of myself that hates me so much but i think that's impossible because it feels like that's all i've become. if i wanted to kill my inner demons, i had to kill every single part of me because that's what i've become. i'm full of hatred towards myself and it's killing me slowly
"I tried so hard to get better, to get over this, to forget it all and move on. And I thought I was getting to the point where I could sat 'Wow I'm feeling a lot better' but right now I couldn't feel any worse.