This is the first thought I had today. I'm never going to be in love again, it won't happen. I'm going to bury my heart so deep I hope no one ever finds it. All I want is you and I can't even have that. I'm a failure.
Today at school, my friend said this to me, "you've just become... Evil" she said these words to my best friend's and my faces...
I want to die but I just keep trying. I don't know why...but It's getting harder and harder to hang on.
"I feel so lost right now and I don't know what to do anymore"
All that is circling in my head is the words "cut and bleed" over and over... GOD, I want to cut so badly.
My life is a real roller coaster. I can feel so sure and happy in a moment and suddendly feel completly lost..
everyday is a battle with myself. trying to convince myself life gets better but I have lost all hope I once had. I'm so ready to give up and leave this cruel world.
Every day I have lost four family members in six mounts I just wish it was all a bad dream..... Why me first my cousin then my Uncial next my dad lastly my great Grandpal I have a ruff life
and I was in the darkness so darkness I became - florence + the machine, cosmic love #lyrics
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