i'm just so scared to touch happiness only to have it taken away again maybe that is why i push everyone away and maybe thats why i'm so guarded but i don't think i can ever touch it without love and i don't know how to love not at all - maybe!
"But I don't want to be that anymore, Dembar. I want to be the sunshine in someone's hair, the little gasp of a bird when it takes its first flight. I don't want to be someone that people can't come to. I want to be...be...someone better than what others expect of me." -Sonai