Sometimes there was the pure, primal pain of grief, and other times there was anger, the frantic desire to claw and hit and kill oneself, and sometimes like right now, there is just ordinary, dull sadness, settling itself softly, suffocatingly like a heavy fog.
Quote on borderline: I keep so much pain inside myself. I grasp my anger and loneliness and hold it in my chest. It has changed me into something I never meant to be. It has transformed me into a person I do not recognize. But I don’t know how to let it go. -S.J.B. www.HealthyPlace.com
6-3-16 Dear Diary, I didn't realize I was angry, but Im willing to admit when Im wrong. I really believe God puts me in situations and puts some people in my life so I can see my bad ways that need to change. Someone knew what button to push on the road I and I was ready to snap. But I am quickly improving..so glad.