I'm never going to be my dad, I don't know how many times I can tell you that accept blame for the ruining of everything. But I've also been doing everything I know how to win you back. Please if there's even a tiny hope left, even the smallest amount of love - give me the chance. I will never make these mistakes again. I'm truly lost without you... I'm sorry, and I love you.
"But I soon realize, that one day we will grow old and die. We will be forgotten by this world and accepted into another, wonderful place. We will be replaced and to everyone who never knew us, we will become nothing. But I want to be with you. I want to grow old and be forgotten together." - Mauve Simmons.
I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fingers. Will I ever feel whole again? Life has worn me down so much, I just don't know anymore. What keeps me going? I truly don't know Xx ❤❤