I'm Rachel. That's how it's always been. Never "my friend Rach'" or "my girlfriend Rachel. I've always been boring old Rachel. I have friends of course, two or three but never enough to make me- I stop typing and close the window that shows my blog just as someone comes into the room. "Hey bro" i say, not bothering to turn. I open a website about biodiversity "what're you up to?". I finally turn around, only to be faced with my brothers friend "Oh, you're not. . ." I trail off awkwardly.