But I also hope that the pain grows you. I hope that you'll realize that your decisions don't just affect you but people around you. No matter how I feel, from the bottom of my heart, I hope the best for you and I'm here with arms wide open for you, but it doesn't mean I'm waiting for you
F that. I know my worth and I refuse to beg. Especially after 6-7years together breaking up and, getting back together the lies, cheating and everything else. I refuse to settle for anything but the best for myself and that's what I deserve. You shouldn't have to beg for someone's love or attention. Took me a while to learn this but I think I've finally got it.