"I hurt, I tire, and I collapse. When I am staring into the darkness, I find myself somehow entranced by it. Suddenly, I hear laughter. Fearless, mean, and yet kind. It calls to me. The days we spent together are long gone, drifting away like clouds in the breeze. Even though memories are often fleeting, all I need to do is close my eyes and your face appears, clear and forever young." - Seto about Crow's death. (Fragile Dreams: Farewell Ruins of the Moon)
Most nights I'm afraid to close my eyes because that's when my memories are at it's strongest and it hits me, hard. I try my hardest to forget but I can't control what my mind thinks about while my body tries to rest. I have to keep reminding myself that it's just a bad dream, you see, it felt so real. theres tragedy running through my veins.