I have been doing it since 7 months..faking a smile & pretending to be normal when all i want is to curl up in bed & howl at gods,all i want to do is shake him & ask why..why....faking is the worst kind of pain..sucks u dry from inside..
people think i can't/shouldn't cut because i'm pretty. well listen up everybody, pretty girls can be suicidal, they can self harm, they can pop pills, they can hate themselves just like you can. just because they're pretty doesn't mean they're faking being messed up.
Quote on borderline: She feels more than you, you have to understand that about her. She feels the edge end the details of things and when she gets close to someone, she feels their happiness and pain – Jim Storm. www.HealthyPlace.com
I always thought of this when I was really young and had depression...... I still so now abit and still have depression but it doesn't bother me S much as it used to, daisy (depression) is now apart of me. Anyway, when I was younger I used to sit by myself and Stare at everyone playing on the playground and always wonder why couldn't I be happy like them, why did I feel this way, in so weird and different .....