It sad when you realize that you aren't important enough not to be hurt and then completely cast aside. It doesn't matter how much you do for someone, in the end they are going to do what ever the fuck they want and not care about you and your feelings. Loyalty and friendship don't seem to mean a god damn thing anymore.
In many ways, losing a friendship is just as painful as losing a romantic relationship. Maybe because lovers can come and go across a lifetime, but it is our friends who see us through our most vulnerable times. So when a deep friendship ends -- or even just changes shape -- allow yourself grieve. Because being close and letting go are two of the most important things friendships teach us. ❤️
I don't think this is true for all, but it is true for me. It doesn't matter what people say, if they get close, they always end up leaving. Casual friendships can last indefinitely - it's the people I really let inside my heart that end up leaving and taking a piece of me with them.