I Deserve Peace. Peace from chaos. I was always there for people in my life. When I mean there. calling, talking in person, visiting. I was too much there for them. Almost self sacrificing for others I cared for. Was talking on there stuff. For the first time I have been there for me. Able to work on myself/ new goals, so that i can meet new professionals, friendships, and a respectable partner. It has been very challenging. Learned Who is there for me. how used I was. i have a choice. My…
Apologies don't mean anything and sorry just isn't enough, if someone keeps doing what there supposedly sorry for.....People can blame their actions on a number of things, but, the bottom-line is people actually have to change. Sometimes that is beyond their capability...... and......that my friend is when you just have to leave them and walk away!!
Emotional abuse is a devastating, debilitating heart and soul mutilation. The deepest lasting wound with any abuse is the emotional wound. Your heart knows the truth listen to it. Love yourself and your heart enough to just let go.♥ YOU deserve SO much more ! - Whoever wrote this, I can't find better words to decribe the emotions running down my veins while reading. Thank you, Geert
Much longer away, and it will. I am doing my best. Are we being only results oriented? I don't do sadism when it comes to my welfare anymore than is accidentally occurring. Enough. Let's move on already. I plan to do 'business' decisions this afternoon. Don't keep me hanging, I refuse to live like Job.
Yup, and I am sick and tired of putting up with not enough of my needs being met. I have lost a lot, and I am sick and tired of waiting around for something that might never happen... since excuses keep being made. Children of abuse are able to put up with more inappropriate behavior, and I have waited fucking long enough. This is fucking bullshit.