This is what it feel like to be with a Narcissistic Sociopath. You constantly have to have your guard up to avoid all attacks. Your survival instincts kick in, and you will do anything to protect yourself from their manipulative tactics.
"Often confused with "Depressed", the intuitive self is calling for "Deep Rest" in order to allow the physical to withstand the Soular Evolution within. Allow yourself time and patience to heal through this shifting.