I promised myself I would never fall in love with you. But it was 4am, and we were laughing way too hard, and I felt happy for the first time in a long time, and I knew I was screwed. - I would never promise not to fall for someone, because I don't know who that person could be to me. If you're meant to be in my life, I will let it happen. I will try not to run.
Someone once told me have faith, I didn't understand this because I hadn't truly found God yet. Having true faith in him allowed me to see that I didn't have true faith in people when I should have. For those that I should have when I didn't I truly do have remorse for this, and regret. I have faith that God will bring closure, what ever and when ever that be. But for now I have faith in myself to continue to again be reborn.