I don't understand, I never will. You helped me understand how to laugh and how to love. However I didn't need those tears falling from my face, I've cried for 11 years straight there's no need for any of that.
I don't think he will ever know how he ripped my heart out when he tried to move on. I think he moved on a lot more than what he led me to believe. I still feel his guilt about the way he treated her... and others.