She doesn't say anything. Tears start streaming down my face. I wipe them off quickly. "It doesn't matter. I'm going to bed." I say. I lay down and close my eyes. Dreams are a lot more vivid in the laybrith.
Sometimes life just seems too hard. Like nothing's fair. Everyone seems to be against you. They torment you. I feel so alone. Judged. Helpless. Hopeless. Sometimes you wonder, why am I still here?? A constant battle for me everyday. I feel lost. Unloved. Abandoned by friends. No one truly understands! I just wish things would get better for me, improve somehow. I want to feel happy and free again. Without worrying what people will say about me next!