Yep, that's ME!! Always there for everyone, but not everyone always there for me, are you? The only two people I could/can ALWAYS count on was my Mom (Bless Her Soul & Miss Her So) and now my husband. I've been shocked by the actions of those whom I no longer consider family, will never forgive them. Always trusting everyone, I find myself very cautious now & trusting NO ONE until they have earned that trust.
When I feel like channeling my inner angsty teen or when I feel the need to yell absurdly loud, I listen to music from those who feel the same. Weirdly enough, instead of fueling my frustrations, listening to angry music actually is a way to let off steam and channel feelings in a positive way.