''I just want to feel safe with someone...to not always be wondering how he feels about me, to not always be waiting for him to walk away, to not always be wishing that he'd love me back.I need to be able to trust that a man is there fro me for the right reasons, because he cares enough to be there.'' source: Somewhere Over The Rainbow
i used to care about you, until i realized how pathetic i was to be crying over someone who simply didn't care. you hurt me, you made me feel like i was worthless, stupid, and unimportant. i let you get to me; in fact i let you control me. but i'm finally moving on. although you did teach me one thing: to never hold on to someone who isn't holding on to you. as for me, i know better. as for you, you lost a person who actually cared.
Could not have said it better myself!! Then when you finally wake up & realize you don't have to fight anymore cause it's finally over......whoa..what a huge weight has be lifted off!!! Oh but let's not for get that's when the childish name calling & pointing fingers starts...LMAO.....grow up!
Took me four years, but finally I begin to forget him in this year 5.. Then two nights ago, I have a dream and he is calling me on the phone to check on me in the dream. I haven't remembered my dreams in over 4 yrs.
mindfulmft | Moving on after an ending can be so difficult. It's one of the hardest things we go through and no matter how many times we've been there before when we're in it it just doesn't seem much easier than the last. Sometimes closure looks differently than we imagine it. Sometimes we don't get all of the answer we're seeking. Sometimes it's not wrapped in a pretty bow with two people who amicably say "this is for the better." Sure maybe we know that's true on some level but most of…