I'm sorry that I even exist.. Sorry that my breakdowns anger you, but you screaming at me that I'm a fucked up mess and that you're done with me certainty doesn't help in any way.. I'm trying to make you happy but everything that I do fucking sucks apparently, so I'm basically done.. Hope you're fucking happy when I'm gone.
Personal message you you S. I am sorry. I'm sorry for who I was and who I have become. I never wanted this. I want you to forget me and I promise you I'll be there when I am in control of my world again. I am not ashamed of who I am right now, but I need time to get my act back together. Tell K. i'm sorry and I promise I will make it up to the both of you. The next time we meet I'll be at peace with myself and the world around me. P
I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed me. Can you find it in your heart to forgive me please? I only want you and I will wait for you until the end of time... I love you Johnny. ♡ Love, June