Ought to, be praying for the day you come back to me Saying that you forgive me, give me another chance I'm needing it like a kidney. I don't wanna advance...give me back her hands. Give me back her touch.
Bailes: I don't want all those memories to go to waste... Whatever it was tell me... I'll fix it... I miss you... I never felt so passionate about someone before... Our story was amazing in the beginning I miss my best friend, I miss my love... I miss you.... Forgive me for whatever it may have been... I'm sorry
In doing this one should understand that when mistakes do happen, the past can not be claimed for something that occured two days ago. That is an issue in the present. It is okay to mess up. I mess up. I can forgive mess ups. For me, though, it is not okay to mess up, refuse to take responsibility for said mess up and then claim a lack of support in trying to make changes. That feels more like manipulation and playing the victim to a self created situation.
I took myself home cos more I drank the more sad I got an I don't wanna be a dickhead I love her and I shouldn't and I don't know how to make it stop or go away its fucking killing me it's fucking me up and I don't know how to turn it off