That wasn't you giving up.... not yet. You're still fighting for me. I see that now. And you best believe I'm not going to give up ever, either. I'll never give up on you, because you're worth all the effort and love I have to give
Learned the hard way, DON'T DO THIS FOR A NARCISSIST! Never ever, ever, stand by someone that treats you badly and says one thing but does another, i.e. says he loves you, NEVER shows it, is abuse. Run. Believe me, it is better to be alone than in a relationship with a person that uses your good heart and your good soul.