And today I realized that I am the biggest hypocrite of them all. I tell everyone to keep holding on, that there is light at the end. That everything gets better as long as you continue to wait. I always tell people to have hope. That they need to keep trying because it is too early to give up, that they have so much to live for. Then there is me, and I am barely holding on.
Yep i thought you were talking about faking you were happy without me and decieded to listen to your heart. I know thats not true now. If im going to jail let me know cause i dont want riv to see, and we can go back to the way it was before, ok, thanks
Im not giving up until i hear or get something from u saying u r done. But if one day, ONE DAY, I just decided that I can't do this anymore, just please know that I've tried and done my very best. I gave everything just to fight for us. The stress, tears, fights, and sleep less nights, Im honestly, emotionally and physically drained. I may not look like it, bc i dont want ppl to worry. And there's never a day when I cant even stop thinking about you. And i hope u r doing the same on ur end.