The story of your life has many chapters. One bad chapter doesn’t mean it’s the end. So stop re-reading the bad one already and turn the page. Accept what is, let go of what was and have faith in what could be. Remember, life does not have to be anywhere near perfect to be wonderful in the end. -- read: http://www.marcandangel.com/2015/04/20/10-things-you-must-give-up-to-get-yourself-back-on-track/
This couldn't be anymore perfectly said for how I feel. I definitely don't give up easily, and just because I don't contact you doesn't mean I've given up. It just means I'm waiting on you to realize what we had is enough to fight for and work things out, even months later .