I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me
I made a mistake and judged someone who turned out to be a beautiful sweet person. I've apologized through multiple instagram direct messages but still don't think I'm forgiven bc she has not responded): I have been brought up to judge and criticize and I dont want to be that person thats why I have a wonderful husband and his family to show me the right way.
So much truth in this. I'm sorry for stirring things up again, I know I cant have you back, I accepted that a while back, I just wanted you to know that I still love you and that I'm sorry I let you walk out my door, biggest mistake I've ever made. My distraction isn't working anymore.
Photo of my writing,text,words of "I'm sorrys". I'm sorry I'm not a better person, I'm imperfect, I'm emotional, I'm depressed, I'm mentally ill, I self-harm, I want to give up and die, I want to kill myself, sorry for being born and being me :( --Mental illness, guilt, shame, depression, self injury, self hate, pain--
So many people. So many people fit this description perfectly. Its the anxiety that says "oh no, oh no, I have to do something to make them love me." and then the depression is saying "oh they hate me, nothing I do will change it." then the self hate is over there sayin "haha bastard. Its no wonder they hate you. Just look at your self."