I'm a strong and determined woman but I'm tired of this constant struggle. Lately it feels as if I'm just constantly running into & having to knock down walls. It would be nice for once just to have someone else take the reigns so I can relax and catch my breath.
One day, in your healing, you're going to get "tired", by this I don't mean the sad or the depressed kind of tired but, that you're going to reach a place where the pain and anger has subsided, the lesson is finally learned, and you no longer feel the need to research or speak out about your abuse or live within the circumstances of the past. You will be ready to leave all that behind and move happily forward. You will be ready to let it go. You will be wiser, you will be healed.
I’m tired of pretending being happy like no thing is wrong with me. Tired of pretending that maybe one day I’ll be okay. Tired of pretending that I don’t care with what people say or do Tired of everything, everyone
Sarah you can kick rocks!! I'm fed up with your anger. You are so vulgar and angry and I cannot stand it anymore. If you want to hold a garage go ahead. I'm tired of proving my good to you and you don't see it. Constantly trying to defend myself from attacks from you and your family.
So at the beginning of the summer I told my parents I wanted to help Jake, now I have permission from your dad and just a week ago my dad said thats good. Now I asked if I could help Jake tomorrow and my dad just started saying no, no, no, no...I'm trying to leave this city and so is your mom...If you want to do something, help here...Im done trying...