Yes. I am so done with everything tonight. I don't know whats wrong with me..but thenagain I do. Its just hard to explain. I am so tired of being tired of everything. I go from being super happy to being sad. I am always sad and happy at the same time and I don't know how. I am always confused. And I hate feeling like this all the time. I am okay when I am around people but even then I feel so alone. My thoughts hurt me.
i've become a master at breaking my own heart with simple thoughts, dreams, and hopes that are impossible to achieve. things that i will never accomplish, places i will never go, and people i will never be able to love because my mind holds me back so very much it makes me sad and frustrated.