im petrified if truth be known. i cant help it, something in me is broken and im so scared.im scared of everything,everyone, what if they turn out to be just like him, what if they say they love me, and then abandon me, use all my fears and insecurities against me and wittle me down till theres nothing left. im only just clinging on, i cant tell you this, i cant even say it out loud. if i do , im admitting defeat and hes won..... even tho he already has... he wanted to destroy me....he did.
You make my life worth living, like u once said If I never met u my life would be a dull and boring life and u were right because I cant even imagine what I would do if u and I never became friends and I cant even remember a lot from the time before I met u.