Someone who means a lot to me hurt my feelings real bad when I told her how I was feeling. "How can you be depressed if you're so happy all the time?" And I just shook my head and said, "you're lucky you don't know the answer to that question.
YES "I know this feeling. It's an all consuming feeling of emptiness and loneliness. Even when you have people that care about you. You still feel alone and empty. And you want to just cry out for help but the emptiness consumes you.
Having deep emotions but not showing them or constantly picking yourself apart trying to figure out why you feel nothin completely all while loathing the fact that you feel in the first place because after all.
I hate the feeling when you really don't have any emotion. You feel so empty. You're not happy, you're not sad. You're nothing. When your mind is spinning, but you can't feel anything. This feeling is my life.
I feel that I can't take it anymore. Sooner or later I will break down crying and feeling sorry for myself. Because I hate having to put myself down always.i am tired of being tired of feeling not wanted and empty inside :'( :'(