You may not feel much love from all those in your life Jacob but I'm glad you tell me you know I do and your happy I make it a point to show you. I know how much it hurts to have a parent or step parent act like you don't exist just because they think they are perfect and you should be the one making them feel loved when no it's our job to make you feel our love. I love you very much.
When my children remember their childhood, I want only for them to remember that their Mother gave it her all. She worried too much, she failed at times & she did not always get it right, but she tried her hardest to teach them about kindness, love, compassion & honesty. Even if she had to learn it from her own mistakes she loved them enough to keep going, even when things seems hopeless, even when life knocked her down. I want them to remember me as the woman who always got back up.
For my dearest daughters...I know what mistakes I've made in this past year, and Lord knows if I could, I would go back and redo SO many of my choices made.....but I can't, I can only look and move forward on my path, as you, yours.....please know I love you SO VERY much, ALWAYS ALWAYS- ❤️ Mom -