I'm so glad that we can discuss everything, how we communicate, trust, and talk through everything! I love you! MD
You cannot live to please everyone else. You have to edify, educate and fulfill your own dreams and destiny, and hope that whatever your art is that you're putting out there, if it's received, great, I respect you for receiving it. If it's not received, great, I respect you for not.
I respect you wanting to wait. I totally do. But if it's bc of you being afraid of not being good enough, that is simply not true. I don't think I will be good at it either but idc bc I want you to literally feel how much I care for you. And I want to feel and share in that wonderful experience with you. My stomach actually gets in knots as I write this bc I just imagine how utterly amazing it would be and I cannot comprehend it. It will be spectacular whenever it happens... I cannot wait :)
I miss you so fucking much Baby Girl... my dream last night was so real.. I could smell you, I could feel you, I woke up and I cried.. I cried because your not with me.. I continue to have faith that this separation will be over soon.. another day closer. I hope you know how much I cherish you, how much I respect you, how much I continue to fight for you, I'm never giving up. Give me a good morning, give me a goodnight... I prayed So beautifully for you last night, I hope you got some…