No idea where I stand with her. Should i text her? Will she even answer? should i leave her alone? Does she have someone else? She must. why else would she not text me? Is she happier without me?Should i invite her to my game tonight? Sometimes I just want to text her and be like, can we start over? Ps our plane leaves next week. Ill go anywhere you want.
My family isn't helping the fact that I want to kill myself. I thought going on vaca would make things different. I thought that there would be less arguing and we would get closer. But every one just keeps yelling at me. I just want to cry. First full day and I already want to leave. But I'm stuck with them 24/7 until Wednesday when we leave. I'm so tired of living at this point