You only THINK you cant live without it . Once you let that shit go you slowly realize just how much better off you are without it . I loved my Job , and those I worked with but The amount of Stress , worry , frustration and anxiety is not worth my happiness . I made a chose to leave , I knew I wanted better , feel free , not burdened by everyone elses faults , issues or worries . It feels so good to just be free of all that and living happy .
My family isn't helping the fact that I want to kill myself. I thought going on vaca would make things different. I thought that there would be less arguing and we would get closer. But every one just keeps yelling at me. I just want to cry. First full day and I already want to leave. But I'm stuck with them 24/7 until Wednesday when we leave. I'm so tired of living at this point