Yeah that's true. I'm sorry for everything. I knew I lost you a long time ago sorry for everything I've done I'm not going on the first now I don't want you to be upset that I came and I won't be anywhere you are
I'm sorry, sometimes I feel like I'm gonna lose u .... Where I lose myself ..... Then do random things. Which sometimes hurt u (very much). I'm sorry but the fear of losing u make me do all this things.
I hate all this!! I hate being sad all the time & you having to see it! :-( I feel like I am just no fun to be around anymore. I don't want to ruin your happiness..can't say I blame U for not wanting to be around me. I am sorry!!***