I'm sorry, sometimes I feel like I'm gonna lose u .... Where I lose myself ..... Then do random things. Which sometimes hurt u (very much). I'm sorry but the fear of losing u make me do all this things.
This is the last will and testament. Never again will I be insensitive to you. I just miss you so much sometimes that I cant handle it. I hope you find and are blessed with the things your heart desires Lauri. I am so, so, sorry.I just needed a little of your attention thats all.