Really I don't because everybody seems to leave which leaves me with no one to talk to buy I don't want to talk I'm not important I'm worthless maybe that's why everyone leaves I'm too broken I'm so stupid for thinking that someone might actually like or need me I'm better off for I'm sorry goodbye
How did I cheapen myself so much to just be a thing people play with? To just have my feelings there for people to play with and use? How did I become so worthless in other's eyes? But maybe I understand, because now I'm worthless in my eyes too.