appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, and overcome and move on. It's having an open
... but it is hard... because I still think about you everyday. It is probably because you were so much a part of my life, everything I have is connected to you which brings out all of memories of things you said and did that made me believe you loved me.
I wonder if I still will do this. I feel as if I will. But I am so tired of this. Its been about a year. I hate the constant jealousy and pain. I hate the internal struggle. I hate the images tears and how they sting.