Once you genuinely love someone, that love doesn't leave, because they left. Your love for them, however, will have to manifest itself differently. You're going to have to accept loving them from a distance. No contact or communication. Say your prayers and wish them well. Having love for them doesn't necessarily mean that you have to pursue them. Loving them from afar may be the best solution for you.
Perfect for me. You choose to stay where u are and its wrong and your wrong. It was killing me inside. So now I love and hold on from a distance empty and broken and lost. I saw every part of you and loved them all. I was honest and true. You find me. I will always love you. Now I will go back to keeping things to myself also and fighting fears alone as always.