I know it. She doesn't. In her world it's ended and over and done and final and that's the way it's supposed to be. I always give her what she wants so I let my world crash down around me so she can have hers.
I always have I'm so confused right now c I'm sorry it made me isolated myself from you maybe it was to try to make saying goodbye less painful I really don't know because you were always on my mind I really don't know so many things only how much I love and miss you how much this hurts