I find this a little backwards. Trying to sleep boyfriend-less 12 days and counting has been manageable with heavy sedation induced. ...It's the waking up alone part once the meds wear off that hits me like a ton of reality bricks.
I look forward to the day when this is said to me and they truly, actually mean it, with their heart and soul. I will feel it and know it to be true, I will know this is not just something they trot out, for whatever reason. I will know, and they will know that we are meant to and want to be together.