"I slept and dreamt that life was joy. I awoke and saw that life was service. I acted and behold, service was joy." quote by Rabindranath Tagore. (Image of Saint Anna with her daughter Saint Mary, Mother of Christ.)
May you hold your head up and stand strong leaning on The Holy Spirit while Taking loss of your Mom day by day. Going thru it I would make you pray that you would come out of this hurt the person Elohim need for you of to be.