Before I invest in someone again I will be sure he will really fight the war with me. Not claim he "would go to war for me" but turn and retreat into other women's beds. I want a true, real man who doesn't know the word retreat. Who would never dream of being a deserter.
"...without my permission." Instant tears pool within my eyes. It's like a punch to my stomach. I love how the words are written, but hate how skillful they are in raising the once happy memories that will never be again.
It's kind of fucked up isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decideds to never talk to you again, No reason No explination. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you've never meant anything to them; and what hurts the most is how they make it look so easy.