I just feel like I need to get away. I don't feel like I belong where I live, but I'm too young to leave. I feel like no one understands so I just dream about where I want to go. I've been like this for so long but now all my friends left me and everyone thinks I'm a weirdo and a whore. Lying in bed is my only escape from life.
Stop saying you understand, because you don't and I just feel worse everyday. I hate the way I feel, I hate the way I look and I hate everything about me so please just leave me the fuck alone. I'm insane. Yeah Yeah I've been to the hospital for that and I have MPD and BPD