Oh, so know this feeling. and the thing is that this is not true. because I care. And I worry about my feelings, even when - especially when - it feels like no-one else does, i know Jesus is here with me.
Honestly I never feel included I feel like their just my friends because they fill bad for me or don't want to be mean. I swear I feel so fucking alone around everybody. I feel like a fucking outcast all the damn time.