are u happy? is such a difficult question i always say yes, b/c i have friends i laugh at jokes, i go out a lot and have fun my life isn't as bad as it could be, and i don't have terrible problems. it could be worse. but then, one night @ 3 am when i'm alone still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life, i find myself crying my heart out suddenly i convince that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. i feel horrible and i ? everything i had and i don't know if i was ever happy @ all
I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me
Being left out is NOT fun and I've had some very good friends that left me out of things. It makes you feel like you nobody cares about you and your are all alone. Just put yourselves in their shoes, if you were at home bored and all your so called "friends" were having a good time without you. Just think about it the next time you leave someone out.
depressed depression suicidal suicide alone broken fat self harm self hate ugly confused insane insecure stupid worthless self destruction no one knows mysterious mystery heart break mystic failure psycho depressive insanity unwanted real me psychopath psychotic i hate ya all