So basically this is as the description says. What the plot roughly is, is on the night of the first full moon of your fifthteenth year alive, you find out if you're a "hero" or "villain". You can't let any ordinarys (humans) know. So you go about with your everyday life until you're 15. Then you become either good or evil thus determining your destiny.
what is normal anyway? there IS NO normal sweetie, so learn to love who you are...maybe you've been hurting and self-harming for so long that you don't know who you are anymore...begin by learning some self-compassion - momma m