Never allow yourself to become numb. NEVER. An awful defense mechanism of my immediate past I'm so grateful I have been able to work thru and conquer.

Never allow yourself to become numb. NEVER. An awful defense mechanism of my immediate past I'm so grateful I have been able to work thru and conquer.

Truth....it's like you're feeling everything all at once, but so numb at the same time :-/ Been there. Thankful i made it through.

Truth....it's like you're feeling everything all at once, but so numb at the same time :-/ Been there. Thankful i made it through.

I only hate feeling numb when I forget to respond to something like a normal person would. Something that would outrage others would cause me to say "What did you expect?" Human nature is a beast.

I only hate feeling numb when I forget to respond to something like a normal person would. Something that would outrage others would cause me to say "What did you expect?" Human nature is a beast.

Anhedonia. But I am supposed to look for positive things to do in my life to change my life. How do you do that when you are dead inside already?

Anhedonia. But I am supposed to look for positive things to do in my life to change my life. How do you do that when you are dead inside already?

"I tip toe through delicate conversations, each step deliberate, each whispered word a means to an end.  I do not mean to hurt you, I've just been hurting for a little too long now myself that I think I've become accustomed to it.  I'm numb, but only when I remember I can't feel my hands anymore. I forget it's there, a constant yet forgotten reminder of delicate conversations long since past.  I only wish to warm myself tonight. I promise not to make a home in your heart, no matter how much…

"I tip toe through delicate conversations, each step deliberate, each whispered word a means to an end. I do not mean to hurt you, I've just been hurting for a little too long now myself that I think I've become accustomed to it. I'm numb, but only when I remember I can't feel my hands anymore. I forget it's there, a constant yet forgotten reminder of delicate conversations long since past. I only wish to warm myself tonight. I promise not to make a home in your heart, no matter how much…

The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.

The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.

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