I have nothing to go on period. You have made this an impossible situation for me because you insist on acting like a pampered princess expecting me to somehow read whatever the hell you want me to do in a language that is utterly foreign to me. You can't expect anything more from me than I have already given and I am more than within my rights to demand something from you
I like being alone. I have control over my own shit. Therefore in order to win me over your presence has to feel better than my solitude. You're not competing with another person, you're competing with my comfort zones.
This is what he made me do. Don't say this, it offends my mom. Don't say this, it offends my brother. Don't look like that, it's disrespectful. Don't disagree that is offensive to my family. So I stayed silent. Completely silent. And then you decided that that wasn't ok, so I was chastised for being quiet.