Even on my grumpy days. Yes, I enjoy seeing u. If someone asked when my favorite parts of the day were, I would say every time I get to see my boyfriend. Who is really so much more than my boyfriend, he's my best friend my listener my soul mate who I couldn't live a day without, yes justin I'm talking to you.
Tonight...I've never hurt like realizing that I'm truly alone. That it's all just me. That when it comes down to it, no one gives a shit. That I'm not worth the effort. Knowing this is true, is the greatest pain I've ever felt.