Comforting lies vs. unpleasant truths. I made worse decisions about my life when I followed faith-based lies than I have as a free thinker. Do I now possess the sole truth? Hell, no. I can only approximate what is true through experience, observation, and processing multiple sources of information. But it's been working for me. Try it.
If I have nothing left to say to someone I once fought with, it means I'm done. I'm done communicating. I'm done caring. 100% chance I don't give 2 F%/^$ about you anymore. I'll still be kind to you though. You probably aren't worth my fight or energy anymore. Being kind is all I can do now.
I've had enough. I'm tired of the constant disappointment, of how some people clearly just don't give a damn, I'm tired of wanting better but being the only one to do anything about it. I'm done hoping because some things and some people will never change. I am tired of people being so blinded by lies they can't see the truth. Mentally checking out because emotionally I can't handle anymore and I deserve to be treated better. I.Am.Done.
Im done. All the STUPID people in my life who expect me to be around for everything but NEVER EVER put that much energy into me or my family. Im done being a doormat for you and your shit when you could care less about me, my kids or my husband. If you are FAMILY or FRIENDS I dont care anymore. I know whos put forth effort and Im damn sure I know who hasnt. PEACE OUT!
I'm so fucking done with life but the worst part is that I can't even fucking leave because I don't know how that would affect anyone and what comes afterwards. Not that I fucking matter to anyone as it is. Not that anyone even cares about me. Not that I come first for anyone. Not that my existence matters. Everyone's out to get me. I'm an idiot because I push everyone away. Making it worse.
I have a bit of news that I am thrilled to finally share here on ALP… I am unbelievably ecstatic and terrified to say that I have stepped away from my life in politics to focus on A Lacey Perspective full time. I did not leave my job to become a full-time...