April 12..morning baby.. Last night brought out some things I didn't know about you... I think it's important to discuss this even tho it might be uncomfortable.. I feel bad that I was not able to explain it better... I be thinking about you and look forward hearing from you soon... I love you!!!
"In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are. And in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. So just live. Make mistakes. Have wonderful memories. But never ever second guess who you are. Where you have been, and most importantly where it is you're going."
I took myself home cos more I drank the more sad I got an I don't wanna be a dickhead I love her and I shouldn't and I don't know how to make it stop or go away its fucking killing me it's fucking me up and I don't know how to turn it off