I took myself home cos more I drank the more sad I got an I don't wanna be a dickhead I love her and I shouldn't and I don't know how to make it stop or go away its fucking killing me it's fucking me up and I don't know how to turn it off
April 12..morning baby.. Last night brought out some things I didn't know about you... I think it's important to discuss this even tho it might be uncomfortable.. I feel bad that I was not able to explain it better... I be thinking about you and look forward hearing from you soon... I love you!!!