You get a strange feeling when you're about to leave a place. Like you'll never only miss the people you love but you'll miss the person you are now at this time and this place, because you'll never be this way ever again.
Suicide sucks. Leaves a wake no surfer can ride. I hear people say, read comments about suicide being "such a selfish act"...selfish to who? You? It's not about you. It "was" about the one who couldn't "take it" anymore. There is no shame. Sleep tight until we meet again, we all know you loved us. We just wanted a Goodbye.