I always have I'm so confused right now c I'm sorry it made me isolated myself from you maybe it was to try to make saying goodbye less painful I really don't know because you were always on my mind I really don't know so many things only how much I love and miss you how much this hurts
You are my one true best friend, the love of my life and you really are the greatest thing to have ever happen to me. Someone as special and incredible as yourself, makes me feel even more blessed that we were able to come together. I feel the same for you my Otter, I love you so much, that it makes my heart ache. I believe in you and us, and that is something I will always fight for, no matter the odds stacked against us. I love you so much my Otter, my best friend and my everything.