Jerydd, when you see this, just remember that I tried. We tried. Really, really hard. And we loved a lot. I don't regret a day with you, but I have to let go and move on. You will always be a part of who I have become.
Learn to cope with daily life emotions...Example, #Swimming is the worst part of a triathlon, if you stop pedaling on a bike you coast, if you stop running, you walk, but if you stop swimming you drown. Continue everyday to be active and remember respect the "void" (in this case ..... grief). http://www.fuelrunning.com/quotes/2013/03/06/swimming-is-the-worst-part-of-a-triathlon-if-you-stop-pedaling-on-a-bike-you-coast-if-you-stop-running-you-walk-but-if-you-stop-swimming-you-drown/